When there is certain loneliness I wonder why, or what makes it seem so important I question myself
Why am I so weak as to allow myself to experience that kind of pain until I stop and realize
it is not for myself or another who may have been here from time to time to make me smile, a difficult accomplishment for anyone!
I am reminded that at the core there can only be my once and only Blyss borzoi.
Time and death have carried them away from me, all but Blyss Heavenly Treasure!
Although he is far I have the joy of visiting him sometimes
He surely remembers me well and reminds me I have his heart.
Then going away I miss him more than ever.
Because I miss all the ones that got away, and they all got away too soon.
And so it is difficult to look back and not be overwhelmed by grief – they are gone!
Yet today, there are others – both adults and pups to hold in my heart – if I look forward.
And there is the get of my own, some showing so lovely in the ring, to tell me that all is not lost.
It is to them that I run to escape the sorrows of grief today that shadow my life at Blyss.
Although I may vacillate, they do me proud.